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He is the man. My man to be exact.

Dear Diary,

I had this nightmare and I really can't stop thinking about it. Can you imagine to lose a friend who has been together with you to go through ups and downs for the past 10 years? I just can't. I don't really have a good/best friend ( girls ) when I was in school. It was not because  I didn't want to. But, I have this boy and now, he is the man. Everything.Almost everything I told him. The feeling and the chemistry between us.. Just a miracle and indescribable. I feel wanted when I am with him. I feel so confident when I am with him. Is it a beautiful feeling ever? To have someone who can actually accept your flaws too? And turn the flaws as your beauty?  Maybe I am a lucky girl  to have the chances to know him. He is the greatest gift from Him and I will do whatever it takes to give sparks to this man's life.

Deadly Malady

This is a malady and it is a deadly one.  I can’t help myself now as this song is just superbly written.  I always snoop to it while driving and yes, I nearly kissed other’s backside because I was way into it.

You got that smile

That only heaven can make

I’ll pray to God everyday

That you keep that smile

To Him,

Every second, every moment, every hour, every day, the beautiful thing I have ever seen is Your Smile.  I pay everything just to have a peep on it.

Baby, everything that I have is yours,

You will never go cold and hungry,

I’ll be there when you are insecure.

To Him,

I will always protect you. Always.  You can have my words now.

Love always drives people to act out of their minds. But I am not. I know what I’m doing and what I'm up to.

To Him,

We are totally different from others. Both of us know that. We don’t have anything to show to prove our love, because no one can see our hearts. Our hearts are the ultimate and undisputed evidence.  

Deadly Malady of Mine

13th June 2011 - Our story

Today, we went to Midvalley. Four of us. Kak Niza, her fiance ,Abang Erul , me and my awesome partner. We talked. We laughed. We giggled at each other's jokes. I miss this moment when I used to hang out with Kak Niza. Shared stories till one of us fell asleep.For you sis, I pray for your endless happiness. I want you to enjoy every single moment you have in life. Be someone you want to be and always believe in what you can do.Because, I know you can. Played bowling and I managed to shut the guys' mouths. I scored. 150. Accomplishment. Will think about being serious in playing bowling later.

Tomorrow is my first day working. I can't sleep yet. Overthink about something which I shouldn't. 

Thanks to Allah SWT for blessing me with nice and awesome housemate, Kak Liza. She is just awesome. She makes me feel wanted and welcomed. Couldn't agree more. She is superb. I don't feel lonely here. Alhamdulillah.

InshaALLAH, there will be another good day to be shared. I miss him. I miss my mom. I miss my dad. I miss my Husaini and my Danny. 

Till next time. Goodnight peeps. :) 

Just A Dream by Sam Tsui and Christina Grimmie

She is very talented and has her own ways of singing. My replay button has cracked :)

'When you sing with your sincere and blunt heart'